Thursday, September 18, 2008

Free - By: Me

The nights seem endless, As I gaze up Looking at the moon, I began to think, Is this all real? Am I dreaming this? If it so happens that I really am, Then what of my existence? Is that real?
I’m at the end of my rope, As I come closer to insanity, Losing my self to the void inside of me, Clinging to what little light I see. I start to regret, Treading down this path, That only fool takes, Looking back at my past, I feel unfulfilled, Not doing the best I can, Ignoring those around me.
I lock my heart out to those I love, Hoping that I wont drag them in, After all, I want to suffer alone, I keep the madness bottled up, Until it comes out in a rage a fury.
I begin to look at the walls around me, They are covered up in a White fabric, Soft so I don’t try killing myself, Arms strapped around me in a jacket, So I don’t try strangling myself, A gag in my mouth, So I don’t try biting my tongue and bleed to death. On the verge to insanity, I look at the moon, And knew this was the best path, Then all went dark, I’m lost, Deep in the void, I feel… Free

Friday, May 16, 2008

No Title - By: Me

Walk With Me By My Side And I'll Walk By Yours, I'll Take Your Hand And You'll Do The Same, And We'll Take Stroll By The River Side And Gaze Upon The Moon Lit Stars, And We’ll Be Hand In Hand As We Continue Our Journey On A Road Called Life, Upon Reaching The End, We Look Each Other In The Face, And Look Back At What We Have Done With Our Lives And Gaze Upon The Children That We Have Made, And Think Of What Life Will Hold For Them.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

SCRAPPED BUT STILL POSTING

Endless nights of a hellish dream, Never before realized upon the open path, The day it was dawned upon me, I thought to myself when will I awake, A fork in the road would appear, My heart was filled with ache, How much longer must I suffer, As I walk down the long twisted road, Wondering where my love has gone, How will I die, Finally upon reaching the end of the path I have chosen, I came to a conclusion, I will go on alone,

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

No Title - by: Me

A night of a bloody battle, A valiant warrior who sported a white robe, Slashed and cut down many of his foes, The sight to be seen was like, The rose petals swirling around and around in the wind, As he lay his enemies in ruin littering the battlefield around him, His white robe came red as he slaughtered more and more people, The blood drenched warrior soon came to an end, As the many cuts upon his body slowly drained his blood from his body as he slowly died, His partners in this battle came to him and gave him a finishing blow to the heart, Lunging there swords into his chest his life came to a quick end, And he to became one of the rotting corpse’ upon the field of lost souls.

s/n:
ah well, it's not the best of my works but hey it's something at least...

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Red Rose - By: Nicholas Ross (Me)

The blood drenched rose withers away as time pass’s by, the never ending onslaught upon the battle field, upon the morning light, there shines a hill soaked in a thick red liquid, the vultures circle over head to feast on the soon to be rotting corpses of the great war of the bloody rose on the battle field, with the succulent nutrients soaking into the earth, the waste land soon turns into a wonderful field of white roses with a single rose tainted with blood, and dyed red to mark the spot where once a mighty and fierce battle was had.


(P.S. this was kinda... meh had nothing else)

Monday, February 4, 2008

Regret - By: Nicholas Ross (Me)

Have you… Ever regretted… Not even once?… Well… My stories different…I regretted living all the time… So I lived life.. Without a single care in the world… Till one day… I found something… Something I wanted to protect… Even at the cost of my own life… For the thing I wanted to protect… Was my love… So I continued to live… For her… And only her… After quite some years… She was killed… And I went berserk… Blaming myself… For not being able to protect her… The only thing which I have lived for… And when I awoken from this nightmare, I ended my own life with the slash of my wrists, and as I felt the pain tears came down my face, for I hoped that I would see her again with her gentle smile waiting for me, to come by her side, with all the things that have passed, this nightmare was no nightmare at all, but a very sad dream… A reminder of the one I lost, many centuries ago… to this day… I still remember… Her gentle smile upon her face.

The Path Of Nightmare - By: Nicholas Ross (Me)

I Walk The Path Of Internal Nightmare, But I Will Never Stray From This Path I Walk On, For Once I Reach The End I Will Find Happiness, However Once I Stray From The Path All I Will Find Is Sorrow And Pain.
And I Will Walk This Path Alone, For This Is The Path I Have Chosen For Myself, If I Cannot Walk The Path I Have Chosen On My Own, And Get The Help Of Someone Dear To Me I Fear What Might Happen.
For This Is the Path Of Internal Nightmare, The Path That Will Bring Me and Other's That Help Me Into Despair, But I'm Afraid Of This Path I Have Chosen For Myself, Cause If I Never Reach The End I Will Face An Eternity Alone.
I Walk The Path Of Internal Nightmare, And I Will Walk This Path Alone, Without The Aid Of Other's, For This Path Is My Path I Will Take Alone.
Plunging Ever So Deep Into The Darkness, Losing Myself To This Path, Before I Can Finish This Path I have Chosen Will I Still Be Me? Or Will I Be Lost In The Darkness Of The Nightmarish Path.
That Has Drove Other's Before Me Into Insanity, Who Lost Them Self's To
The Path Of Nightmare's

Saturday, February 2, 2008

No Title

My life filled with regret, falls apart at the seams, never ending thought of life and death fill my mind, and I slowly go insane with madness fear and pain, I wait for death to come so that it will end my long and cruel life, as I get older I begin to think this will never end, this life of pain and torment, we all live in this world of pain, and many suffer more then others, all wish to escape from this plain and move on into the next world within our dreams, the place which seems like a utopia, a world like heaven, but instead it’s almost like the world you came from before you died, a place with people around who are still unhappy, and before you came here you remembered you had a choice to live here or to return into nothingness from where all souls are born, but you also remember what the gate keeper said, return to this place and you will never live again frightened my his words you chose this path, I how ever chose this road within the world of dreams, and beyond the void gate I found myself at ease as I slowly drifted away into nothingness.

Friday, February 1, 2008

Does Not Have A Title

The Dark Evening Where All Came To An End, There Was A Light Of A Candle, On A Desk There A Letter I Was Supposed To Send, Mischievous Words Were On The Document That Brought The Kingdom Into A Scandal, Upon Reading The Letter I Found Myself In A Dungeon Where All Was Black, This Note Was Something That Was Secret And No One Was To Read, Knights Have Taken Me From My Home As Soon As They Found Out I Read The Parchment Within The Sack, As I Lay Half Dead In The Darkness I Think As I Bleed, When… Will… I…